Today is one of those days when the dark side of my being is taking over. I am feeling down, even sad. There is no specific reason for that or maybe there are too many. It feels like recently my life has been following a rocky path: home, work, love, friends etc. Sure I have a ton of great adventures ahead to look forward to, but today they all seem too far away, too unreachable. My dreams appear to be foolish, goals unreasonable, future uncertain.
My greatest fear is loneliness and today I feel alone. The sensible part of my mind knows that it's not true, but the emotional, overwhelmingly predominant part of me is taking over.
I am strong and this is just a bad day. It will end and there will be another better one tomorrow. It's a cycle of life. I am on the dark stripe today and with all my strength reaching for the lighter one.
Monday, October 15, 2007
Dark Side
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Keep your head up, girl. I get them days (more times than not these days and in a more 'manly' way). It sucks that even though you can rationalize the situation, it doesn't help that pit in your heart.
Sucks!
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